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Meet the ParentsTear my heart open,
Fill in the space.
Hear your voice, static,
Can't reach your face.
Alone in this crowd,
Don't know what to do.
I know I'm not worthy,
To sleep next to you.
Unravel my message,
And Know what I feel.
I want to be taken,
I want to feel real.
Not sure when it starts.
Not one shot in hell,
At winning their hearts!
The Effects of a RazorSimple red marks
Will start to seep.
Slow, shallow heartbeats,
Willing my sleep.
The freefall from breathing
To hitting the floor.
Willing this heartbeat,
Stopping once more.
The flutter of eyelids,
Daring to close.
Movements are random,
And nobody knows.
Relax your whole body,
And start to drift off
Into the darkness,
Your eyes roll aloft.
Shadows grow fainter,
As you start to die.
This pain will release you,
From the pain that you hide.
Stutter your last words,
Muffle a scream.
Dying still hurts,
Its like a bad dream.
But this isn't fake,
Like hell it ain't real.
Turn off your emotion,
And now you can't feel.
Shy from compassion,
And turn to the light.
Death will come swiftly,
And drown you tonight.
Crank Up The SoundI can hear voices,
I hear them all round.
I put in my earphones,
And crank up the sound.
The computer boots up,
And the screen steals my sight.
No worries about what
This time I will write.
This day is the same,
It's just like the rest.
I've put in no effort,
I've not done my best.
I can't bring myself to
Just take the time.
To do all my school work,
And not write a rhyme.
My foot is asleep,
Think it copied my brain.
If I didn't have music,
I wouldn't stay sane!
I'll leave this class now
And continue to roam.
But I just want to say this,
I WANT TO GO HOME!
I Want This Said LOUDI'm sorry I hurt you,
I did a bad thing.
My future unknown,
I don't want this ring.
I know now I love you,
For you I will care.
But will you be the one
With whos life I will share?
I want this made known,
I want this said LOUD!
I LOVE YOU TIM,
I'M SUCH A CLOWN!
I wish I'd stayed quiet,
Not said all those words.
I love you Tim,
I just can't take the hurt.
You lifted my spirit,
And set my heart free.
My heart has returned..
And it wants you to be..
About A FriendI was so scattered.
My thoughts all shattered.
When you said that you loved me.
How could I be what you need?
Are you sure its not a dream?
Don't know how I reacted,
I'm just glad I wasn't a fling.
Just a thing.
Can't focus my sight,
Can't redirect the light
In my eyes.
This feeling is no surprise..
I love you too.
I will wait for you.
This feeling is new
Cut my heart,
Now it bleeds.
Just your love do I need.
Twist my wrists,
Hear my screams.
See your face in my dreams.
Its your shadow
I want next to mine.
Its your hand
That tells me the time.
Give me the signal
I'll be by your side.
I'll tell you I love you..
I've nothing to hide.
Waiting For You at MidnightAs I wait for this clock to strike twelve,
I do not fear this blade as it delves deep.
I fear no punishment for my sins,
Just apprehension for the break of my skin.
I fear no evil for I am him,
Sent so all may dim in fear.
Can you hear my cries?
Travelling into the night on Deaths' Wings.
As this metal charms,
I cause harm.
I flee not my innocence or evil plunder,
But strike like thunder,
Leaving in my wake the lives I take of men.
Alone, I lie at this home,
Waiting for the tone of the dark.
This spark may help me sleep,
But not my thoughts to keep.
I wait in silence,
Dreading the return of violence.
My thoughts are mine,
Single, hated thoughts,
Twisted in the torment of indecision.
Unknown to the world I fall,
Driven by the thought of it all.
Trying to save what's left of me,
You can't see that I'm falling.
Or should I wait 'til morning?
Will my life live for the dawning of this day today?
Angel of JusticeI am the Angel 'Justice'
mine, fiercely sought after scales.
For in my balance
In my presence always
Satan does fail.
And, shall flee
should I be for thee.
For he knows, the time is at hand.
His fear is great
for I never deviate.
When the Lord hath spoken
I take command!
And I shall remain
unto the end of time,
slow, and precise, my chore.
That all may see
the truth rejoice.
I spread my wings
at the guilty's door!
Devil's ReignHe walks the earth
to and fro.
No one sees him as he walks.
Still he is there
as sure as the darkness.
He lives,he breeds, he stalks;
the innocent prey that he hunts
It is a wonderful time, indeed
to breath upon them the breath
disrupt their lives,
corrupt their seed.
In his hands are deciet
His mouth, dissembling.
To know him is to know death
darkness, prison and chains.
He warms your hands
with his strategems
...as slowly, you learn his name.
And you discover there is
no way out.
You have entered the devil's reign.
IntangibleYesterday...was a butterfly
a fragile, delicate jewel.
Given me, in nonchalance
used, like a careless tool...
Those days gone by like big white clouds
passed through serenity;
a time stood 'still'; captured and framed
in this place called memory.
Where birds sang, sweet and soft;
where the wind, caressed the tall grass.
Where innocence, was the eye of a doe;
a beauty, come to pass...
For there came a time for learning
the winds of change
whipped, and turned;
through all live 'unsuspecting'.
What the future can never relearn.
Queen of HeartsYou may be wondering as you read this
how she came to get her name.
The secret died with the man
she loved long ago
where today, her soul remains;
guarded and protected.
Beside him until the end of time.
There's no way - anyone
could break the chain
that binds her to his side.
..Though the Joker thought, he could win her
with his Jesters
three and four.
"The laugh of the town" thought they;
"Make her blood run cold".
The results, however, had startled him
so he crawled back on his knees;
bewildered by her, relentlessness
so prepared he, to beg, to plead.
But you're playing with the Queen of Hearts!
Don't attempt to 'begin' to amend!
Beaten at the start
with the rules
of your own game!
who knows all men.
I died todayIn a hospital so white,
my eyes and ears open wide.
I take in the smells, people,
the thoughts that gladly ring.
Their cries of pure joy and victory,
leave me surprised and petrified.
I'm not in history..
I died today,
my lungs can breathe.
I died today,
my heart only sings.
My skin is still warm,
eyes still blue and white.
My mouth moves,
smoothing stiff grooves.
My arms raise,
My legs do as I say.
Nothing is injured, bent
and even broken..
Yet I died today..
And I am still alive.
I am what I eatso many choices
so little time
drive through slime
tomorrow I'll start over
clean and sober
back to my garden
back to my roots
delicious and satisfying
fresh veggies and fruits
next time I'm rushed
and wanting a treat
I'm going to remember
I am what I eat
And Now I've Lost the StarsOh God, how did the sun turn into blood?
How did the lunar surface start to crack?
When all I did was lay my head to rest
As nightfall, soft, cascading in a flood
Bespoke my eyelids, conquered, muscles slack
Embraced in heavy slumber on its breast.
The night breeze took my breathings one by one
And carried them to frozen lands afar,
And crumbled all my dreamings into dust.
Oh God, I cannot move without the sun,
And now I've lost the stars.
The Labyrinth of Me (Complete)Restless in the stormy night.
Like candle flame unwaning light.
Bound to wander 'tween the worlds.
Waking dreams my mind unfurled.
Void of colour just shades of grey.
No-one here to guide my way.
Echoes of a man lost in a dream.
Porcelain statues unable to scream.
The labyrinth of me lies ahead.
Each step, each breath fills me with dread.
On every wall my portraits hang.
Each one painted with an honest hand.
The jesters and whores in the labyrinth taunt.
Defiling my hopes and reaping reward.
Those I left widowed fill me with scorn.
Can they not see that i am reborn?
My darkest deeds a book on a shelf.
Chapters of envy and ill gotten wealth.
Judges grinning while banging their gavels.
The pages before me the black book unravels.
Some pages are empty and others unclean.
Allowing you only to see the obscene.
Myself I am judge no lies to deceive.
Like a mirror reflecting my every misdeed.
The revelation of faces grinning before me.
They are all me both judge and jury.
A guilty verdict the
An Era to Forgive
Out of the dark ages I come,
leaving the past behind.
Away from the pain, scars,
and my own demise.
Behind what I have put to rest,
a fire sparked from the ashes.
Hot and burning,
it claims what used to be mine....
I'm at peace with myself,
I've tasted my medicine.
Every day I live,
I learn to forget and forgive.
dead dog julyI.
the summer heat lays limp in the city’s lap,
breathing long oppressive breaths.
it does not even lift its lolling head
to bark out hoarse indignancy
when a strange man brings the mail.
there might be heavy rain today,
brought by some swollen, murmuring cloud.
the world will whirl and howl,
then settle down,
to die a little more.
o, quickly, love,
press your back against the wall in fear
as the universe spreads her arms and
shuts her eyes
and starts to summon the end of all things.
come with me
to the place of windows full of speechless afternoon
hot windy whispers of half-formed solutions and resolutions,
sweltering sunlit meadows we’ll wander and then forget.
o quickly, love,
let’s to the season of forgetting
and unwind all of our harshest memories
and fill the universe’s mouth
with mute cotton.
i’ll whisper these words to you some evening
with all my exigency in the hand i rest on your arm—
AndromedaAmongst the darkened skies
Brightened by only starlight
Field & Sea.
Gravity is only an afterthought
Hilltops become ladders into the sky while
Inferior planets stare down upon the Earth
Jealous of such simplicity yet contemplating grandeur.
Keppler only thought of science
Linear, elliptical, movement…
Mythology had no such thoughts
Neptune & Nebulas both inhabit space
Orbiting across the lonely darkness
Probably never worried about mundane things
Questioning their existence
Right now or for all eternity such as us.
Shooting stars make us joyful while
Terminator is an otherworldly spectacle
Unknown to all those hidden in their houses
Various stars await us outside
Waiting to play like we did before
Xenagogue & inviting
Youthful but ancient curiosities.
Zenith induced euphoria continues until daylight…
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